
This cat just loves to perch herself on top of things and sleep. Cute cute cute cat!
I've been in a bad mood all week long. I've known all along that it was because of my upbringing and childhood that I'm what I'm now. Quiet, never sharing my thoughts and feelings, somewhat a loner, boring, insignificant like a wallflower.
I grew up surrounded by adults all day. It's natural that i mature faster than others of my age. I don't have any siblings to play, talk or argue with. Because of this, my communication skills and self-esteem were not well developed. So i guess most people find it hard to even strike a conversation with me.
I don't blame my parents. Not even once. They worked so hard to make ends meet. I only saw them at night ever since I was young. They gave me everything I wanted without spoiling me and brought me to my favourite places every weekend. They brought me up with good social etiquette so that i will be able to adapt to various situations and locations. And the list goes on..
After meeting with Esther today, I feel a lot better. It's ok that I think and behave differently from everyone else. It's ok, really. There will be people who truly understand and appreciate the real me.
I'm not saying that I'm putting on a facade all the time.
It's just that I'm more of the kind that can sit/stand by the window, watching the world go by and philosophise all day.