I usually don't remember my dreams. Whenever I do, it only means one thing. That I'm in a highly emotional state because of some problems.


I dreamt I was driving a van. I was stuck in a raging flood and the water was really muddy. There were a few holes among the waters and the van was on the verge of falling into the dark emptiness.

To see or drive a van in your dream, symbolizes convenience and/or practicality. Consider the load that you are carrying and what you can handle. Don't stress yourself out.

If the flood is raging, then it represents emotional issues and tensions. Your repressed emotions are overwhelming you.

To see muddy or dirty water in your dream, indicates that you are wallowing in your negative emotions. You may need to take some time to cleanse your mind and find internal peace. Alternatively, the dream suggests that your thinking/judgment is unclear and clouded. If you are immersed in muddy water, then it indicates that you are in over your head in a situation and are overwhelmed by your emotions.

Source: http://www.dreammoods.com/dreamdictionary/

I must be too tired these days. I am rational most of the time despite people telling their problems (on top of my own problems). Guess FYP is really draining me with all the overtiming, manual labour and hectic pace. Those problems have been bugging me for some time but I put them aside because they're beyond my control. Now that I'm tired, they all come crashing down on me.

But really, home is just a place where three strangers live now and I'm not looking forward to next semester (despite it being the last semester of my poly life) because I foresee myself being middleman again.

People just love to complicate my simple life.

CHARMAINE CHEONG.

I’m a somebody and a nobody. I’m rational and emotional. I’m critical but I’m non-judgemental.

I like my things categorized by types and chronologically. I like taking photos to preserve the moments of my life. I like dystopian literature. I like reading Wikipedia articles at random. I like travelling to foreign lands and seeing the world. I like long conversations over good food. I like pop and classical music. I like guitars. I like cats. I like writing random, mushy letters and notes to the people important to me. I have a whole long list of things that I like, but you’ve got to get to know me better to know them all.